ashitawo: (Kazunari)
It really has, a lot has happened, A LOT.
Life has a way of knocking people down and it keeps testing my soul, but at those times when everything becomes very difficult I picture an altostratus cloud in my mind. They seem looming and make the world a little grayer but the sun manages to shine through, so I will also be like an altostratus cloud.
I have no idea if that analogy makes any sense but it's a feeling I have.
I was diagnosed with severe depression and generalized anxiety in 2014, and so I was put on medication to help, it was a relief to be honest to know that I wasn't losing my mind but that there was a chemical imbalance and bad wiring in my brain that made me afraid of the wind, it's silly when you think about it like that but it was making my life increasingly harder.
I also have a new job and a closer circle of friends and life is turning out okay. It's not great but it will get there.
I've also gotten back into watching Arashi and man I missed those guys they make me laugh regardless of what I'm feeling at the moment and their songs are still so catchy and fun.
Anyway, I wanted to make a post to show that I hadn't died, though I certainly did try, I'm still here and still putting on the good fight, about my writting I am going to start again, maybe reach out to some old friends and get back into the groove of things.
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Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Day 7 - Hand-write your three favorite songs of all time.
Day 8 - Hand-write whatever you want with a black pen in capitals.
Day 9 - Hand-write your favorite word.
Day 10 - Hand-write your lucky number.
Day 11 - Hand-write all the websites you’re signed up with.
Day 12 - Hand-write your name using the hand opposite of what you normally use.
Day 13 - Hand-write the first 10 things that pop into your head.
Day 14 - Hand-write your livejournal crushes.
Day 15 - Hand-write “hello”.
Day 16 - Hand-write whatever you want, filling up the whole piece of paper.
Day 17 - Hand-write on something other than paper.
Day 18 - Hand-write a few words that sum you up.
Day 19 - Hand-write your five favorite bands.
Hardest choice in life. )
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HO-SHI!!!!

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behind the giant wall of GANTZ lie spoliers, enter at your own will )

That's just how the cookie crumbles...
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Happy Merry Christmas Eve as well~!, so my family decided to open presents already XD
Yeah I don't know either it's pretty early but I'm pretty happy with my presents this year~

I got INCEPTION! AH I'M SO EXCITED WILL WATCH TONIGHT LATER WHEN I GET OFF BUT OMG INCEPTION -excuse me while I fan girl Ken Watanabe & Leonardo DiCaprio~! Ellen Page is also in this and OMG INCEPTION

I also got DRAGON QUEST FOR THE DS FUCK YEAH~! Will be playing this non-stop

AND I GOT, YES CAPS ARE NEEDED TO DESCRIBE THIS, ANYWAY I GOT A CHARACTER KIT FOR MY DS, named Nari~, AND ITS THE SUPER MARIO MARIO EDITION AND ITS SO FUCKING CUTE~! It's the little blue overalls and red shirt and a MARIO STYLIST~! 

Then I got two CDs Green Day's new one, 21st Century Breakdown and AH~ Green Day was the first English group I was into like REALLY INTO I MEAN I HAVE LIKE 4 SWEATERS 2 SHIRTS A PAIR OF BOXERS WHO KNOWS HOW MANY MAGAZINE CUT OUTS AND POSTERS AND I FUCKING HAVE THE ACTION FIGURES PLUS NOW ALL OF THEIR ALBUMS MINUS THEIR EPS AND I HAVE A GREEN DAY BOOK AND A GREEN DAY BAG AND OMG I LOVE GREEN DAY SO MUCH <3 <3

AND the second one is HANSON !! Thanks so much to Top for getting me back into it, in perfect timing because really my mom didn't know what to get me but because I was talking about Hanson and the Live Stream I was gonna watch along side with Top she decided to buy me a Hanson album~ I got Shout It Out OH MY I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT IT~!

Funny story about Hanson, my oldest brother, I only have two, was going to get me 5 of 5 and he was apperently asking around for it, and like eveyone he asked kept giving him the "omg pedophile" look when ever he said Hanson XD, "Now I'm the creepy guy who wants Hanson..." he sadly didn't get it because he couldn't find it because he missed the part where I said he probably had to order it which was a hint and me saying "you have to order it" but I'm apperently getting something I'm going to like even more, I wonder what it is, the only thing I could like more is ARASHI GOODS...but my brother may surprise me,

OH SINCE I'M HERE~!

KANJANI8 WHY ARE YOU WONDERFUL AND LOUD AND CRAZY AND LOUD AND SERIOUSLY LOUD~! YOU'RE SO LOVING TO EACH OTHER TOO, YOU MOCK WITH SO MUCH LOVE "Oh look you can see Hina's snaggletooth~!" really KANJANI8 I LOVE YOU~! 8D!!

FREETER YOU'RE SO GOOD~~~! AND NOW YOU'RE OVER IN JAPAN BUT NOT IN MY HEART NOT IN MY HEART~~ I totally want ep 9 to be released already XD

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