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It really has, a lot has happened, A LOT.
Life has a way of knocking people down and it keeps testing my soul, but at those times when everything becomes very difficult I picture an altostratus cloud in my mind. They seem looming and make the world a little grayer but the sun manages to shine through, so I will also be like an altostratus cloud.
I have no idea if that analogy makes any sense but it's a feeling I have.
I was diagnosed with severe depression and generalized anxiety in 2014, and so I was put on medication to help, it was a relief to be honest to know that I wasn't losing my mind but that there was a chemical imbalance and bad wiring in my brain that made me afraid of the wind, it's silly when you think about it like that but it was making my life increasingly harder.
I also have a new job and a closer circle of friends and life is turning out okay. It's not great but it will get there.
I've also gotten back into watching Arashi and man I missed those guys they make me laugh regardless of what I'm feeling at the moment and their songs are still so catchy and fun.
Anyway, I wanted to make a post to show that I hadn't died, though I certainly did try, I'm still here and still putting on the good fight, about my writting I am going to start again, maybe reach out to some old friends and get back into the groove of things.
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As we ([livejournal.com profile] cool1412 , TBF, possibly A~Zul, and myself) are doing this trip we've decided that we need an official list of things we must do!


1. Captain Sho Boat
2. Mirror Man cosplay & experiments
3. Dilatancy
4. Cooking experiments (A or O no Arashi)
5. Spinning on a chair
6. PV/dance (if we have 5 of us; this would be higher on the list... if there were 5 of us)
7. Karaoke (just cause it's fun)
8. Family photo booth

9. masaki.com things (hamsters and squirrels)
10. walking on water (I wanna do this!)
11. velcro wall


New things will be added as we go XD possibly idk yet but wee~ a list~!
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Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Day 7 - Hand-write your three favorite songs of all time.
Day 8 - Hand-write whatever you want with a black pen in capitals.
Day 9 - Hand-write your favorite word.
Day 10 - Hand-write your lucky number.
Day 11 - Hand-write all the websites you’re signed up with.
Day 12 - Hand-write your name using the hand opposite of what you normally use.
Day 13 - Hand-write the first 10 things that pop into your head.
Day 14 - Hand-write your livejournal crushes.
Day 15 - Hand-write “hello”.
Day 16 - Hand-write whatever you want, filling up the whole piece of paper.
Day 17 - Hand-write on something other than paper.
Day 18 - Hand-write a few words that sum you up.
Day 19 - Hand-write your five favorite bands.
Day 20 - Hand-write a letter to somebody
this is way long seriously )

 

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Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Day 7 - Hand-write your three favorite songs of all time.
maybe not of ALL time but at least for SOME of the time. Except for the first one, I think I'll love it FOREVER~! Afterall it's the song to thank for getting me into sparkly sequinned rainbow men~! )
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Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Cos for some reason I failed to acknowledge that yesterday was 5 and not 6 )
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Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
I think I'm gonna start cutting it like this just cos. )
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Wondering what this is all about. )

 

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My older brother wins at life!

He walked into my room to take Ryan but didn't he was just like "hurry it up" and then my one year niece came to investigate, he proceeded to pick her up and bring to me moving her legs to kick me and such.

Brother:  Samurai Baby! -makes kicking sound effects-
Me:....you mean Ninja baby right? -attempts to deadpan and fails-
Brother:....-makes kicking sound effects again-
Me: -laughs- you realize that Samurai's had swords right
Brother: -attempts to hold in laughter- what do you mean she doesn't have a sword....-mumbles- let me find you a sword like thing.....
Me: -laughs-
Brother: -walks away/as he's leaving- It's okay, I believe you're a Samurai baby, Samurai Baby~~! -closes my door with his foot-

Seriously, my brother makes me laugh so hard ♥

PS. My favorite song from Arashi's first album is On Sunday, like seriously, I love it.
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Woo, under the cut you will find.
A random X-Mas Picture of myself and my older brother
My GANTZ Premier Outfit
And a Gift TBF still needs to send to Top.
Follow me~ )
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HO-SHI!!!!

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behind the giant wall of GANTZ lie spoliers, enter at your own will )

That's just how the cookie crumbles...

TOP TOP

Jan. 11th, 2011 07:00 pm
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Completely sequined hat!!

Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

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Long winded Arashi rant ahead

 

forever in my soul soul )

Comments will be screened if there are any.

 

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GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT EVER!

In which I post pictures XD )

Wow this was slightly pointless.

ISONO!!

Jan. 8th, 2011 10:13 pm
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I'm currently watching the drama Otomen, and let me tell you it's AMAZING! Like Amazing amazing XD
Edit: Did I mention that they do random OTHER drama/movie references, the most common one is Crows Zero and right now in ep 10 they're doing a Hana Yori Dango reference XD Oh my Otomen~! ♥♥

And this is my favorite character
HUGE ASS PICTURES BECAUSE I NEVER BOTHER TO RESIZE THEM! )

Oh my dad

Dec. 25th, 2010 01:29 am
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Double post is needed for this

I have a phobia of real frogs and toads while speaking about it my dad retorts "But when you're watching Ghost Adventures you're not scared."
Me: That's because that doesn't scare me.
Dad: that should remember polyester (my family is Mexican this is one of his slips in English)
Brother: Polyester? That's clothes!
EVERYONE LOLs
Brother: you meant poltergeist right?
Mom: POLYSTER IS THIS *pulls on dad's shirt*
EVERYONE LOLs XD

MY DAD guys my dad XD they're still talking about XD Oh dear I'm related to these crazy people.

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