ashitawo: (Kazunari)
2027-01-01 11:36 pm

Drama/Movie List

I might as well do this as well XD I used to have a version of this on my Myspace but since I have sort of abandoned it, I stopped updating it, so I'll hopefully keep up with his one.

Will have a:


  • (IP) In Progress

  • (WFS) Waiting for Subs

  • (P) Paused

  • (C) Completed

  • (A) Abandoned

  • (U) Unsure if I will continue it


Last updated : 11/28/16

Proceed to see why I have no life )

ashitawo: (Kazunari)
2015-08-09 10:47 pm
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It has been such a long time

It really has, a lot has happened, A LOT.
Life has a way of knocking people down and it keeps testing my soul, but at those times when everything becomes very difficult I picture an altostratus cloud in my mind. They seem looming and make the world a little grayer but the sun manages to shine through, so I will also be like an altostratus cloud.
I have no idea if that analogy makes any sense but it's a feeling I have.
I was diagnosed with severe depression and generalized anxiety in 2014, and so I was put on medication to help, it was a relief to be honest to know that I wasn't losing my mind but that there was a chemical imbalance and bad wiring in my brain that made me afraid of the wind, it's silly when you think about it like that but it was making my life increasingly harder.
I also have a new job and a closer circle of friends and life is turning out okay. It's not great but it will get there.
I've also gotten back into watching Arashi and man I missed those guys they make me laugh regardless of what I'm feeling at the moment and their songs are still so catchy and fun.
Anyway, I wanted to make a post to show that I hadn't died, though I certainly did try, I'm still here and still putting on the good fight, about my writting I am going to start again, maybe reach out to some old friends and get back into the groove of things.
ashitawo: (Kazunari)
2013-10-07 10:00 pm

So I found this

While looking through my documents to see any fics that I felt like finishing up, this was a reply to [livejournal.com profile] nicefinalbeam and I never finished making it but here's what I do have and maybe one day I'll actually get around to doing it but yes, I love her a lot and she's awesome and you should all go read her stuff.


excessive fangirling )

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2013-04-18 11:55 pm

THINGS WE MUST DO!

As we ([livejournal.com profile] cool1412 , TBF, possibly A~Zul, and myself) are doing this trip we've decided that we need an official list of things we must do!


1. Captain Sho Boat
2. Mirror Man cosplay & experiments
3. Dilatancy
4. Cooking experiments (A or O no Arashi)
5. Spinning on a chair
6. PV/dance (if we have 5 of us; this would be higher on the list... if there were 5 of us)
7. Karaoke (just cause it's fun)
8. Family photo booth

9. masaki.com things (hamsters and squirrels)
10. walking on water (I wanna do this!)
11. velcro wall


New things will be added as we go XD possibly idk yet but wee~ a list~!
ashitawo: (Default)
2011-06-08 01:20 am

la la la la~ meme~

Repost and bold what applies to you.

* I’m loud.
* I’m sarcastic.
* I cry easily.
* I have a bad temper.
* I’m easy to get along with.
* I have more enemies than friends.
* I’ve smoked.
* I drink coffee.
* I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

* I wear makeup.
* I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
* I wear contacts.
* I wear glasses.
* I have braces.
* I change my hair color often.
* I have a piercing.
* I have small feet.

Relationships:

* I’m in a relationship now.
* I’m single.
* I’m crushin’.
* I’ve missed an ex before.
* I’m always scared of being hurt.
* I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
* I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
* I’ve been in love more than two times.
* I believe in love at first sight.

Friendships:

* I have a best friend.
* I have at least ten REAL friends.
* I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
* I’ve beaten up a friend.
* I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
* I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

* I’ve been on a plane.
* I’ve taken a taxi.
* I’ve taken a city bus.
* I’ve taken a school bus.
* I’ve made a speech.
* I’ve been in some sort of club.
* I’ve won an award.
* I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.

Music:
* I listen to R&B.
* I listen to pop.
* I listen to techno.
* I listen to rock.
* I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
* I download music.
* I buy CD’s.

Television:

* I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
* I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
* I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
* I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
* I’ve seen and liked America’s Next Top Model.
* I’ve seen and liked CSI.

Family Life:

* I get along with both of my parents.
* My biological parents are still together.
* I have at least one brother.
* I have at least one sister.
* I’ve been kicked out of the house.
* I’ve ran away from my home.
* I’ve sworn at my parents.
* I’ve made my parents cry.
* I’ve lied to my parents.
* I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
* I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
* I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.

Hair:

* I’ve been brown
* I’ve had streaks.
* I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
* I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
* I’ve been blonde.
* I’ve had black.
* I’ve been red.
* I’ve been light brown.
* I use conditioner.
* I’ve curled my hair.
* I’ve straightened my hair.

ashitawo: (Default)
2011-04-15 07:45 pm

WOW SUPER BELATED! + A WHOLE BUNCH OF IRL STUFF~

Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Day 7 - Hand-write your three favorite songs of all time.
Day 8 - Hand-write whatever you want with a black pen in capitals.
Day 9 - Hand-write your favorite word.
Day 10 - Hand-write your lucky number.
Day 11 - Hand-write all the websites you’re signed up with.
Day 12 - Hand-write your name using the hand opposite of what you normally use.
Day 13 - Hand-write the first 10 things that pop into your head.
Day 14 - Hand-write your livejournal crushes.
Day 15 - Hand-write “hello”.
Day 16 - Hand-write whatever you want, filling up the whole piece of paper.
Day 17 - Hand-write on something other than paper.
Day 18 - Hand-write a few words that sum you up.
Day 19 - Hand-write your five favorite bands.
Day 20 - Hand-write a letter to somebody
this is way long seriously )

 

ashitawo: (Default)
2011-03-22 11:43 pm

Least Favorite Day

Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Day 7 - Hand-write your three favorite songs of all time.
Day 8 - Hand-write whatever you want with a black pen in capitals.
Day 9 - Hand-write your favorite word.
Day 10 - Hand-write your lucky number.
Day 11 - Hand-write all the websites you’re signed up with.
Day 12 - Hand-write your name using the hand opposite of what you normally use.
Day 13 - Hand-write the first 10 things that pop into your head.
Day 14 - Hand-write your livejournal crushes.
Day 15 - Hand-write “hello”.
Day 16 - Hand-write whatever you want, filling up the whole piece of paper.
Day 17 - Hand-write on something other than paper.
Day 18 - Hand-write a few words that sum you up.
Day 19 - Hand-write your five favorite bands.
Hardest choice in life. )
ashitawo: (Default)
2011-03-21 11:41 pm
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Day my age~

Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Day 7 - Hand-write your three favorite songs of all time.
Day 8 - Hand-write whatever you want with a black pen in capitals.
Day 9 - Hand-write your favorite word.
Day 10 - Hand-write your lucky number.
Day 11 - Hand-write all the websites you’re signed up with.
Day 12 - Hand-write your name using the hand opposite of what you normally use.
Day 13 - Hand-write the first 10 things that pop into your head.
Day 14 - Hand-write your livejournal crushes.
Day 15 - Hand-write “hello”.
Day 16 - Hand-write whatever you want, filling up the whole piece of paper.
Day 17 - Hand-write on something other than paper.
Day 18 - Hand-write a few words that sum you up.
meme~! done before I missed it~! )
ashitawo: (Default)
2011-03-20 10:47 pm

Not so much that I forgot I just didn't have time >_

Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Day 7 - Hand-write your three favorite songs of all time.
Day 8 - Hand-write whatever you want with a black pen in capitals.
Day 9 - Hand-write your favorite word.
Day 10 - Hand-write your lucky number.
Day 11 - Hand-write all the websites you’re signed up with.
Day 12 - Hand-write your name using the hand opposite of what you normally use.
Day 13 - Hand-write the first 10 things that pop into your head.
Day 14 - Hand-write your livejournal crushes.
Day 15 - Hand-write “hello”.
Day 16 - Hand-write whatever you want, filling up the whole piece of paper.
Day 17 - Hand-write on something other than paper.
weeee )
ashitawo: (Default)
2011-03-13 10:14 pm
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My lucky number is unlucky in Japan.

Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Day 7 - Hand-write your three favorite songs of all time.
Day 8 - Hand-write whatever you want with a black pen in capitals.
Day 9 - Hand-write your favorite word.
Day 10 - Hand-write your lucky number.
It makes me kind of sad but not really XD )
ashitawo: (Default)
2011-03-12 09:43 pm
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If you don't like vulgarity I say that day 9 isn't for you.

Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Day 7 - Hand-write your three favorite songs of all time.
Day 8 - Hand-write whatever you want with a black pen in capitals.
Day 9 - Hand-write your favorite word.
Read more... )
mhm, I never promised to be classy I guess XD, also,

がんばりや 日本
ashitawo: (Default)
2011-03-11 09:57 pm

Pray for Japan and it's children, may the mighty sun rise and show the missing their way home.

Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Day 7 - Hand-write your three favorite songs of all time.
Day 8 - Hand-write whatever you want with a black pen in capitals.
Read more... )
ashitawo: (Default)
2011-03-10 10:04 pm

SEVEN SEVEN SEVEN SEVEN SEVEN SEVEN SEVEN

Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Day 7 - Hand-write your three favorite songs of all time.
maybe not of ALL time but at least for SOME of the time. Except for the first one, I think I'll love it FOREVER~! Afterall it's the song to thank for getting me into sparkly sequinned rainbow men~! )
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2011-03-09 10:46 pm

The real day 6

Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
Day 6 - Hand-write your crush's name.
Cos for some reason I failed to acknowledge that yesterday was 5 and not 6 )
ashitawo: (Default)
2011-03-08 02:50 pm
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Day 6~! I need to get more creative with my titles

Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
Day 5 - Hand-write your best friend's name.
weeeeee~!  )
ashitawo: (Default)
2011-03-07 01:06 am
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I totally missed a day...and HIMISTU NO~~~ ARASHI-CHAN~~

Handwriting Challenge

Day 1 - Hand-write your full name.
Day 2 - Hand-write your livejournal url.
Day 3 - Hand-write your livejournal headline.
Day 4 - Hand-write your favorite quote.
WOO~!  )